ah, in that mood again.

[fearforforever]

stressed and tired..yes, i am that one guy on the street everyone points at and talks about, the crazy one. that's me. I gotta go eat. again, tired

Comments

[pezpunk]

dear paul:

i think maybe your answer lies in some advice. lighten up. you revive your lj, and then go right back to complex thought proceses about depression and, in a whole, your fears and such other bad things. you acted like you wanted your lj to start off on a better foot. whoa. not a better foot, buddy. try and post one happy or positive thing every day. something you did that day...or something you want to do. (even if you didn't get to do it, you still had that positive thought) and then maybe things will start to look better.

or i'm just a bitch.
<3
Tina.

[fearforforever]

always love for the tina, thanks babe.

[iamtheprecious]

Paul, you are not alone. We all feel friendless. I have no friends. I have David and my cats. I talk to my cats and actually wait for a response. I think it's all part of growing up. Sadly, people go their own way. We become consumed with making more money at work and going to classes and writing papers and what not. It's sad, I know. I wish I had something more positive to say here.

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[fearforforever]

we don't have to savanna. all we have to do is keep in touch, that's enough to make me happy :)

the life, the love, the struggle

[anonymous]

Hey its Mark, lj is just another way that you can express your thoughts and ideas, even though people can respond to your post I think the SOUL purpose of live journal is to release the light inside (if you know what I mean), and it should be for YOU, not for us, whoever that is. You should keep a journal if it is meaningful to you, I wouldnt worry about who your friends are, you know who they are Paul. I myself dont need to worry about whether or not I talk to you on a regular basis cause we are life long friends, and life long friends dont need reminders. Peace

Re: the life, the love, the struggle

[fearforforever]

mark, you are phenomonal. much love brotha.

heads will roll

[anonymous]

Heads will Roll was mentioned in the STATE News today, very positive comments of course, I need to get the new CD. They also mentioned Jeff Tuttle, (sp) but his name in the article was Jeff Zlatich WTF is up with that? The cd got 4 out 5 stars which is great!! anyways if you have the cd you are a bastard and you should let me know how it is.
Peace

Mark, I hate being Anonymous*

Re: heads will roll

[fearforforever]

yes i do and yes it is good but worthy of 5 stars on originality, i'm not surprised. As you know, Ettison Clio and Heads Will Roll are good buddies and Ettison has alot of friends in the press area up there..weird they would have screwed up the name of a new legend, blast.

Smile because I said so

[anonymous]

Hey Matt and I love you very much. We do not want you to be stressed or sad....so cheer up. Have a great day.

Re: Smile because I said so

[fearforforever]

thanks Melissa. I'm uch better now...see you Sunday?? rake care.