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So I had all this stuff. There was an unknown error and now its gone. Updating is annoying. I'll give you the jist of my entire failed entry because there's no fucking way I'm retyping it.
My vacation was fucking horrible. I had to spend a week with my family and they have this annoying little habit of finding every one of your faults, no matter how small, magnify it a million times and then dig and dig and dig at you. I don't care how highly you hold yourself, it would get to anyone. Nothing is sacred. They'll find everything past present and future that you wish they'd leave alone and use it to cut you down so badly that you feel like throwing up. Most of you know that I'm not a very self conscious person and I don't particularly care about the negative opinions others have of me but everyone holds there family in a different regard to some degree. If I took them any more serious and didn't tune them out as much as I do I would be a walking contradiction.. saying things but doubting every word and every step I take. I don't like my family to have that power over me. I don't like anyone to have that power over me. I just have to break away from them I suppose. I need to leave more often, I already hate them so I don't really see a problem. Now I dont feel like talking about every other aspect of how badly my vacation sucked because I already fucking did that so I'll just leave with this picture of something I made for Kristin.
This is for you because I love you.
I had to put him out of his misery because the snow was melting so rapidly (First night there it was 23 degrees and the day we left it was 65 degrees.)
Tennessee went through a fucking "warm spell" while we were there. That fucking sucks. That was made second day while there was still a small amount of snow left on the ground. We had to hunt for it and we finally found it at the top of a mountain in some national park.
My vacation was fucking horrible. I had to spend a week with my family and they have this annoying little habit of finding every one of your faults, no matter how small, magnify it a million times and then dig and dig and dig at you. I don't care how highly you hold yourself, it would get to anyone. Nothing is sacred. They'll find everything past present and future that you wish they'd leave alone and use it to cut you down so badly that you feel like throwing up. Most of you know that I'm not a very self conscious person and I don't particularly care about the negative opinions others have of me but everyone holds there family in a different regard to some degree. If I took them any more serious and didn't tune them out as much as I do I would be a walking contradiction.. saying things but doubting every word and every step I take. I don't like my family to have that power over me. I don't like anyone to have that power over me. I just have to break away from them I suppose. I need to leave more often, I already hate them so I don't really see a problem. Now I dont feel like talking about every other aspect of how badly my vacation sucked because I already fucking did that so I'll just leave with this picture of something I made for Kristin.
This is for you because I love you.
I had to put him out of his misery because the snow was melting so rapidly (First night there it was 23 degrees and the day we left it was 65 degrees.)
Tennessee went through a fucking "warm spell" while we were there. That fucking sucks. That was made second day while there was still a small amount of snow left on the ground. We had to hunt for it and we finally found it at the top of a mountain in some national park.