Orientation afterthoughts

[fearlessj10]

It’s happening quite strangely that my first real pulse of musical empathy has returned to me while in the car on my way home from orientation. Listening to the fanfare for UM on the CD that Dee bought is like … like pride welling up without my even trying. I’ve been finding a lot of pride in my new school, just the way I found Regina pride after a

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[anonymous]

I wish I could find some way to reconcile myself to the fact that I will never study what I love
^^^^^^^
Dear Jen,
I just thought you should know how much I relate to what you just said. Ever since I was little I've wanted to be an actress and being in those great broadway musicals but I convinced myself along time ago I could never do it. But the truth is, it's what I want more than anything in the whole world and when I think about how I'll never reach that dream, my heart hurts. "I wish I could find some way to reconcile myself to the fact that I will never study what I love." Atleast you tried, I can't even do that.

I love you jen, and I just want you to know you're not alone.

-melody-

[fearlessj10]

It's hard mello. And you know, it doesn't get any easier.

*sigh*

I appreciate the support, really I do.