I can see a furute in you ( Read more... )

I suppose it is no surprise, but I think I have commitment issues. The thought of being in a serious relationship simply freaks me out. All this anxiety washes over me. So I guess it is no surprise to see me with some one I can't have. Or some one I will never see again. I just don't want to settle for less. OR I dont want to make a guy feel like ( Read more... )

Is it sophmoric and selfish of me to not want to get into a commited relationship because I dont want to end up as an unhappy couple? I have noticed that a lot of people in a serious relationship seem to be unhappy. Always yelling at each other over the stupidest shit imaginable. I may be too young to not know what love is. But to be when you are ( Read more... )

It fills up slowly ( Read more... )

Why does my head keep spinning? I hate panic attacks. Would it be so bad if i just broke down and cried? I know I am stronger, better, happier. But How long will this feeling last? Because right now all I want is to be held and cry my eyes out. I want to let go and just SCREAM. If you had just one night to make t hings happen. Would you take that ( Read more... )

I could be the girl of your dreams. Until things get tainted. Sorry I am not a 20 year old girl living in a 40 year olds world. Yea I love to drink but I am not a hard core partier. Go ahead and call me a lush I don't care. Family means everything to me. Don't hate us because we are beautiful or better then you. We don't need your drama. Sometimes ( Read more... )

I love ( Read more... )

I love to drink ( Read more... )

it feels so good ( Read more... )

Never hit the brakes ( Read more... )