Ugh

Aug 06, 2010 21:11

I haven't been on here for a while, but I kind of felt I needed to let out my feelings ( Read more... )

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loezzy August 7 2010, 02:05:10 UTC
OK that man sounds totally creepy and EWWW. It freaked me out just reading about it! But bb, it happened just once in your entire lifetime. So please don't worry about going out again. :) Of course you'll look at people differently now, but hopefully that will fade.

Also, why are you afraid to go to college?
And about the money... IDK, can't you get a random job to save some money? (Srsly I have no idea what your situation is, hehe.)

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fearmycorbomite August 7 2010, 02:25:59 UTC
Yeah he freaked me out really bad.
I really hope it doesn't happen again...

I'm afraid to go to college because it costs so much money.
There's just so much planning and money and...
I don't know it just frightens me.
I've been trying to get a job...no one will hire me.

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loezzy August 7 2010, 15:08:54 UTC
Aww, don't give up bb! :)
And yeah things that cost a lot of money ARE scary...

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xkinraiu_chanx August 7 2010, 02:36:40 UTC
I'm sorry to hear about what happened. I understand how it totally changes your perspective on people. Same thing happened to me except he followed me home with his kid following him, needless to say the 7-11 I will never go back to it.
Doesn't stop me from taking walks though, it's just how the world is the creepy people And the normal people. I hope your mom will let you go out later on. College, it's eats your wallet completely I should know XD
I wish you luck bb! <3

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fearmycorbomite August 8 2010, 18:12:28 UTC
Wow, that's scary that he followed you home.

This guy almost followed me to my friend's house but before I turned down her street and he asked if I wanted to be left alone and I said yes.

When she's gone I'll go on walks, I don't care what she says.

I'm scared to go to college...it just seems like it's just throwing me into a trap...like out of high school into college, then finding a career. It's like you never get a break in life.

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revengent August 7 2010, 03:44:57 UTC
Oh bb that's horrible D:
I hate creepy guys and I am afraid of people like that. But like the other people have said, don't let it make you fear going outside. Not everyone is sketchy, but just be more careful.

College isn't that bad once you get going. Yeah, it costs. But there are tons of scholarships out there for tons of things - race, staus of your parents, area of interest, etc. I wish we were going to the same school so I could help you.

And once again I slept through reasonable hours and now you're probably sleeping ><

<3

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fearmycorbomite August 8 2010, 18:18:09 UTC
Yeah...I think I'll go walking again, I just won't talk to anyone I meet randomly ever again.

I'm just afraid that....when I go to college....then my life will just go downhill. Like..the older I get the unhappier I'll get...

Oh and like, I don't have phone service anymore, and I probably won't for a while....so I can't text. :(

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revengent August 8 2010, 19:07:37 UTC
Yeah. I don't talk to random people xD

aww don't think that. When I went in college my life did get better. I got more independant and I feel older. Yeah, there's more responsibilties but it helps with the whole getting older thing, because we all (unfortunatly) have to some time. And it also feels good to be working towards something :)

aww :( well you can always PM or email me.

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fearmycorbomite August 14 2010, 03:35:22 UTC
Thanks.
I really hope things start getting better for me.
This really sucks lol.

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klashfor August 7 2010, 14:27:39 UTC
Ugh that guy is such a creep. Honestly try not to stress about it, there is something wrong with that man, not with you. I know how scary those kind of incidents can be but honestly try to forget him. He's a sad, pathetic man. You are not a coward, you reacted the exact same way almost everyone would react. YOU ARE NOT A COWARD ( ... )

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fearmycorbomite August 8 2010, 18:35:00 UTC
Thanks bb. I just wish I could have kicked him in the nuts or something. :|

Thanks for sharing with me about your experience with college.
That's pretty much how I feel, I'm afraid that when I get into college, I'll hate my major and then I won't know what I'll want to do after that.
You're very brave to go back.
I wish I had your bravery.

Yay, I'm glad you liked it!
He's incredible.
He's covered so many different music genres, so he never gets boring to me. :)

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klashfor August 12 2010, 11:32:25 UTC
Haha, if only :P

The point is you can do it. It's scary but you'd be surprised how easy it can become. With a little help you can realise what you want to do.

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