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[fearmycorbomite]

I left tumblr today without telling anyone. Partly because I wanted to see if anyone noticed or cared, partly because it's making me do bad in school, partly because I don't want to bother people with my problems anymore. I picked up smoking today. It will kill me faster. I want to die. I want to die now. The only thing keeping me alive at this

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[revengent]

I would say that it would be a good thing that you stayed away from tumblr if it was making you do badly in school, but I know that people there will miss you.

But I know how difficult it is to try and have a healthy mental health, when somebody that you care about is depressed too. I go through the same thing with my mother all the time. The only thing that I can say to do about that is let her know that you're there for her, but you also have to make sure that you're alright, because I'm sure that she wouldn't want you to feel bad either. I know this is kind of crappy advice, but what I do is just do what I can to help my mother, then spend the rest of my time immersing myself into something, usually a tv show or book. Just getting lost (and obsessing) in something takes your mind off of your own problems for awhile.

I am always here for you, and I hope that things look up, if even a little bit, soon :) ♥♥♥

[fearmycorbomite]

Thank you bb. I love you.

[loezzy]

♥ Aww, I hate it that you feel this awful.

Do you like smoking? Because if you don't, please stop now. It's a nasty habbit!

How is school going then? That bad?

[rae1013]

I will smack you so hard if you don't DO something to cheer yourself up. Here's the thing. I'm 31 years old. I've been where you are. I've done the self-hate, the self-hurt and it never mattered. No one really noticed my suffering and those few that reached out were smacked down with my bitter disregard for their attempts to help