so for the better part of the last two months i have been sitting on a band offer. i was giving the chance to play guitar for a band called terminal on tooth and nail records. i really love the band and im great friends with the bass player, rian. well this morning i talked to him and i turned down the offer. maybe it was a dumb move, but i think ( Read more... )

i hate being reminded of how much i fucked up....

please dont take this as being cocky ( Read more... )

havnt been on here for awhile... whats new?

i didnt know a girl could make me this happy and comfortable and at the same time she keeps me on my toes with all that i can learn from her.

im gonna have to say im pretty happy and pretty excited about this new thing in my life.... meanwhile some other things arent going so well... but this one thing is feeling pretty good.

thanks to the people that hung out last night, it was alot of fun... even tho i woke up late and my mom thinks im gonna get fired..heh

so... i met this girl ( Read more... )

haunted houses sunday night... who is in ( Read more... )

i have decided that trusting people is way over rated. sure everyone is good at times. but im seeing way to many people do terrible things. to many people hurting other people with words or actions. and it seems everyone that i see now gets off on hurting their friends ( Read more... )

this line of this song seems to hit me kinda hard right now. mainly because in the next 3 month i have to decide if i want to join a certian band or not. if i join ill be out all the time and hardly ever come home. its kinda sad leaving like that, but the song lyrics kinda remind me of how i felt when i was gone with rookie for that 8 or 9 month ( Read more... )