i have this thing about closure.

i
have
to
have it.

right now,
right at this very moment...
i HATE myself.
what the FUCK was wrong with me in the fall of '05?
what was i THINKING?

mae had her pups yesterday and i started my period. can things get any better?

i have to pee REALLY bad. justi is i the athroom ad yes, my keyoard is still effed up.
i was goig to go to the athroom dowstairs ut there is o water i the owl... which is weird.

merry mother fuckig xmas.

the athroom is ow free. rock.

the newest firefox is fuckin awesome... i had no idea it was out. thanks for the idea or light bulb, mad chatter :)

i dreamt that julia was going to email me back and then.. she did. yay for psychic dreams!

i need to eat. right now.

fuck... i dont wanna be the one to pick them up from the fuckin airport. i have to leave in thirty minutes and i still havent done a damn thing to the bathroom! i'm lazzzy

i have dsl now i have dsl now i have dsl and i still live in the middle of nowhere!

oh man.  dsl.  man.  i'm in shock... yes i am.  i'll accept it one day, though, maybe.

i gotta clean clean clean tomorrow.

this is such a wonderful song