Title: How One Blow Changed My Life - CHAPTER TWO
Author: Me
Summary: : The title says it all.
Disclaimer: Not mine, never will be!
Pairing: Benji and Joel.
Beta: No one, can't deal I suggest you don't read :)
Archive:
february24 Benji sat down in front of his laptop, his homepage of course being goodcharlotte.com. Logging in, Benji wanted to check out what Joel had written right before coming to bed last night. He said it was a surprise and that he hoped he was gonna love it. With butterflies in his stomach, Benji waited as the page loaded.
It had been difficult for him to hide the fact he was in love with Joel, every moment they spend together, had to be as friends, and not lovers. Not being able to be near Joel, kiss him and hold his hand, or just walk the red carpet had caused some fights throughout the last few months.
Reading the headline, Benji swallowed. Was this is? - The end of his life, or the wonderful new beginning. Benji knew pretty much every detail in Tony and Joel’s life, when they were together, Joel had needed to vent when they first got together, which was understandable. He was scared the same would happen, so the first couple of months, it was pure lovemaking, no quickies, no blowing, it was missionary, while passionately kissing.
Benji was sure that was the perfect way to start their relationship. As Benji scrolled down he kept reading, it was nothing he didn’t know about, but by each word, he felt more and more butterflies in his stomach. Part of him was happy Joel had written it out, but part of him was scared, what if the world would take it wrong?
“289 comments” Benji beamed out loud, it had been up on the site for about 4 hours - but it was really expected, it wasn’t everyday someone told the world he was in love with his twin brother.
How One Blow Changed My Life - (2)
I cannot even come close to express how happy it makes me, to see your sweet comments; on the other hand, I have nothing bad to say, to the ones who cannot accept Joel and me, as an item.
We’re in love, we’re happy, not everyone can or will accept it, and that’s OK. This is a huge turn of event and it will take time, for everyone to even comprehend what the heck is happening.
All I really ask for you is to look past it and look at us, as humans. We all make mistakes and say things we regret. Joel decided to post his story last night, I will not post mine. I chose to keep my fight against my feelings, to myself.
It’s been a tough period in our lives, but now that it’s out, we can only look forward, we’re excited to see what will happen, where it will take us and I’m more excited than ever to hit the road.
Hopefully I’ll see you all out there.
Joel and I will choose 7 comments to respond to.
Please be patient and understanding, since we cannot answer them all.
Posted by Benji madden on June 6th, 2008 at 07:15am
Pressing send, Benji closed his laptop down. So much was gonna change, and even though he had dreamed of this day, he weren’t sure this was gonna be in his advantages. Biting into his bottom lip, Benji stood up and stretched, before walking through the house, to his bedroom. A sleeping Joel was lying across the bed, his pillow curled up in his arms, his sheet only covering his naked ass - the whole image made Benji smile.
Letting his robe fall to the floor, Benji crawled onto the bed, where he laid behind Joel. Moving his arms around him, Benji wetted his lips, before running them alongside the back of Joel’s neck while pressing his semi-hard cock against Joel’s lower back.
“Mmm” Joel mumbled out, still asleep.
Benji’s wet lips left a trade mark down the side of Joel’s neck, as his hands moved down to Joel’s ass, helping himself to spread Joel’s ass cheeks, to give him more room to work with. Earning a sleepily moan from Joel, while pressing his hard cock against his opening, Benji’s fingers made his way to Joel’s hip as he pushed in all the way.
“God.. Fuck me” Joel grunted, more awake than ever while tipping his ass backwards, so Benji could nail him even deeper. Quickly finding a nice pace, Joel moved his hand down to jerk himself off, as Benji kept his one hand on Joel’s side, to keep him steady as he shoved hard inside of him.
“So tight Joel, so fucking tight” Benji moaned into the nape of Joel’s neck, having his nail dogged into his side, while his lips began licking and teasing around the back of Joel’s ear. Just the way he liked it.
“Oh yeah Benji, nail me deep, I wanna feel you deep inside of me” Joel shrieked loudly, as Benji managed to nail his spot directly, totally throwing Joel off. A cry coming from Benji as Joel tightened around him, it almost been too tight to even handle, only so much pressure should be pushed on an almost coming cock.
Yelping with pleasure, Joel threw his head back as he felt Benji fill him up, the pressure clearly sending him over the edge. Joel moaned from the feeling, as he kept jerking off.
“Fuck yeah, Joel, you motherfucking sexy beast” Benji grumbled into Joel’s ear, as he kept pounding into Joel, another yelp from Joel as he came, the rush making him shake - a good morning orgasm was always the best.
“You read my piece?” Joel questioned as he rolled over on the other side to face Benji. He had red and puffed cheeks, a sight Benji loved. Moving his hand to Joel’s side, Benji smiled with a nod.
“I made my own too” Joel’s eyes widened happily surprised. Grinning Benji lifted his head up a bit to stretch out.
“It’s simple, so don’t worry” Benji laughed teasingly, his hand still on Joel’s side. He loved to touch Joel, be close to Joel, fuck him... Make love to him. Everything was perfect, as cliché as that sounded.
“I don’t worry; I’m happy” Joel bashed his eyelashes, making Benji giggle.
“So I am, Joel, so am I” Benji leaned in, kissing Joel softly.