well i leave in about three hours and i stil haven't slept at all. maybe i need to see a doctor about this insomnia. well that will have to what till monday cause i leave at 6 in the mornig today. i have to cram into a van with 14 othere people and enjoy the ten hour trip to utah. it's cool though we're going to kick some major ass up there. and ( Read more... )

well i'm back after like 3 days or something like that. my coach got reallyt mad at us and told us to pull our heads out of our asses. she's been a real bitch latley. and it appears that everyone went away. i'll i get now are the auto messages for aol. wow i feel lovred...or not. i think i've been working to much latly cause i'm really burnt out ( Read more... )

i don't know what i did but i think i made megan mad. all day she seemed distant and disconnected. Even when we were online she still didn't want to talk. WHAT DID I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate it when stuff is wring but she won't tell me what. well i'm taking my distressed confused wierd little self to bed. good night world. see you ( Read more... )

i don't know why i'm doing this it is reeally stupid. mayby its because my girlfriend wants me too....well whatever here i am on live journal for no one to read. boy am i tired but not really it's like i'm tired but i don't want to sleep it's a really wierd feeling. Anyway i had a fairly uneventful day. i went to water polo and scrimmaged against ( Read more... )