Happy Birthday?? O_o

Oct 28, 2011 00:10

Should i be happy????
i say, YES!!! I'm happy, coz i pass my first day of my new age..

yup, again, this year i become old again... time runs so fast,

many things happen, i'll keep it forever in my precious box..

yesterday, i'm still stuck at my real activity as trainee, i'm on Surgery Departement,  and all surgeons are very brilliant!! i really respect about them.. :)

3 weeks i have been passed at here, uhhhm need 9 weeks later for pass all Sub Divisions of Surgery Departement..

i forget if yesterday was special day.. i forget how happy i'm for one day in one year.. yeah, i can't feel how like people celebrate their birthday,... why??
haha, coz i'm very busy... start on 5 am  then full activities until 11 pm... i feel so tired.. (-,-)

my friends (also trainee), one of them gave me little short cake with notes, which is said that she forget about my birthday, so she only gave me her own which is she bought at bakery shop for her lunch..
(TT^TT)* i'm so touched*

one of them also gave me cake, but not the real cake, fufufufu, she had a drawing of birthday cake at  the paper of surgical gloves, fufufu, it's funny, but i know she love me ne... :D

and  another friends said, where & when my treat???
they said i should treat them, fufufufu.. i said "i can't do it, i'm stay on my brother's home, no party, sorry" :P
yeah, now i'm on my brother's home, coz the distance with the hospital is near than from my own home.. only 5 minutes, you can reach the hospital, :)
Surgery Departement always has EMERGENCY CALL, fyuuuuuh (- 3 -)... i will crazy if i must minimal 3-4 times round ways to go back home & hospital in one day...
it's hard but i feel happy coz in Surgery Departement are full of nice friends... :D, most of them are part of Internal Departement.. so we are close with others.. :)

and....
i really love my LJ friends, they are not only f-list but also part of my life!! how i feel so lonely without them...
thanks to all my f-list who give me "Omedetou" yesterday...
i'm very happy.. my tears was rolling down when i open my LJ, they still made precious gift for me.. OMG!!!!
i feel so embarrassing, why i can't do my best for their birthday... i feel so badly... :(

to my beloved friends, special thanks to: Nishiki-chan, Maria-chan, My Honey Bee, Dina, Lillie-sensei, Winnie, and Nana-chan, I REALLY MISS YOU!!!!  I LOVE YOU!!!!
thanks for everything!! thanks to still remember me & keep being a friends with me, eventhough i'm very rare online now... (TT^TT), gomenne... m(_ _)m

i know it's not my best year, coz this year i'm still feeling lost about NEWS..... it's still hard to me.. coz the NEWS which had lead me to the fandom is not the same anymore...
but, i'll try to accept the reality... coz I LOVE NEWS FOREVER??

ahh, gomenne, i don't wanna make a bad mood :),

yup, i'll do my best!!!
i pray, something a BIG HAPPY SURPRISE will happen to everyone.. (^^)y

thanks to everyone..
thanks for always support me!!
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!

by FECHAN

birthday, me

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