Journal 2

[fedde_beard]

Ok so this is my second update, not bad being al the real journals i have ever tried to take are well umm half a page then nothing. I jsut seem to have problems letting others know what i truly and whole heartedly believe. So yeah school was fun. I managed to piss off about every person on my theater class. I did realize something when they all

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[kidis251]

well Feddi, i think you are on the right track. And it wont be easy to change. it will take a very delibret effort on your part, but you will become a better person from it. on the other hand, it might not be as hard as you think. I know that you are a nice guy, and i have seen proof of that, but i think that this idea of "feddi being the mean one" has gotten into everyones head, including yours. Just stop and think before you do something.Think if your doing it because its what you would do or say, or because its what you think people expect you to do or say. And we will all probably make smart ass remarks about how you are changing, but dont let those affect you either. Your actions should not be catered to what anyone else thinks they should be. Look at me. Look how i have changed from when you first met me. i Have gone though alot of personal revelations, and im in the middle of one now. and people gave me crap for it sometimes, or helped me out others. but the important thing is that i did them for myself, not trying to

[samhain_drake]

We all have a tendancy to put on masks, whether we mean to or not, and to slip into complacency. Some of us run from the mundane like scared rabbits only to be consumed by it the end. What's the real answer? I have no freaken' clue