This past weekend was the best 4 days in a long long time, I didnt drink myself retarded or smoke myself stupid, i loved it though. it was perfect, every single minute of every day was perfect. It just feels so right, why didnt this happen along time ago, i wish it would have, but im willing to make it work.........<3

my car is fixed, and i put in alot of applications today, goin pretty good so far.........

i need to get a jooooob, somebody tell me where i can get one, cause no one will hire me. fuck an A. i need new rotors for my car, but i have no money to do so, so my car sits idle in the driveway until i get a job. so yeah, i miss everyone that left.....come back to meeee ( Read more... )

It feels like im losing the race, it feels like im not up to speed
it feels like im wining but im not even in the lead

dont tell me these lies that are saving you from the truth
because i know deep in your heart you must save room for two
i cant compete with these other guys, cause everytime i lose it feels like i die

im dying tommorow, in this house on this street.......

i wish i would have went up north, there seems to be no reason for me to stay, alls its gonna be is late nite fights and its not worth it.

UGH, i cant fucking take this anymore, i dont want to leave but in my mind i know it is the best thing for me, im going to miss everyone so much if i do leave. especailly you and i know that youll hate me but i cant help that, you will be just fine, i know it , you're strong and can take care fo your self, i love you and ill miss you so incredibly ( Read more... )

WELL everyone im moving on FRIDAY and i may not have a computer where i am going so farewell to livejournal users everywhere

this isnt goodbye, ill be back, and i will spend every day im back.....with you. i love you and i will miss you, i feel the same way, i wish you could go with me.

jessa. im sorry for every time ive been pissed at you, you didnt deserve it, i love you so much and im gonna miss you so much, i dont want to be pissed at you anymore cause im leaving soon and i couldnt handle it. i love you kiddo