lately i haven't been thinking straight about anything. i don't know why. it feels like i have no control over what's going on around me; my friends, family, school, everything.. & i can't handle it. but when everythings fine, it scares me because i know something will go wrong or i'll fuck something up soon after. so basically there's never a time ( Read more... )

tomarrow = no school which = killingtonnnnnnnnnnnnn w/ coost, jay, & big. it's going to be amazing to say the least. i love this time of year, it's beautiful.

elections are dumb. who cares? i don't.

i'm suspended which means i don't go to school friday(today), monday, tuesday no school then wednesday. so everybody skip and hang out wtih me. or something. i have nothign really to say. i'm boring.

i learned a valuable lesson tonight.

i learned that if you have to try in a relationship, you're just making it worse. you shouldn't have to try.... ever. no matter what. it should just come natural. that's what i learned. tonight. never try.

today was epic ( Read more... )

i love jennifer wilson like i love cookies & milk.

....i really love cookies & milk.

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1. i can't sing ( Read more... )

relationships are pointless. idk why i still try.