I am the messiest, most late, most apathetic person I know. My entire existence is nothing but chaos. My half of the room has no visible floor, I can't find anything, it takes me forever to get ready, and I am never, NEVER, on time for anything. I don't go to class, I don't study for tests, I don't exercise, and most importantly, I don't care. I ( Read more... )

Another crying session on the phone with HIM. I'm so tired of crying. I want to feel better. I want to feel loved ( Read more... )

You ever feel like something was written to/for/about you in particular ( Read more... )

I'm writing an analysis of Frankenstein. I'm very tired. A quote from the book the struck a chord, but the sound was far from melodic.

--Alas! Life is obstinate and clings closest where it is most hated.--

Brand New-The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot

If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand ( Read more... )

Tick tock....I'm waiting ( Read more... )

Sigh.....pretty decent weekend. Hung out with HIM a lot. Much fun. Wish I could see my other friends some, too ( Read more... )

Ah yes....I forgot to mention....in the past two weeks since class has started, I think I have been present a total of three days.

What a great start to the year.

My current state of mind is really starting to fuck with my motivation.

I believe that I have now finally used up the patience of everyone still close to me. Coincidentally, at this moment there aren't many of those people left, and after tonight, even fewer. As I said once before, I never fail to amaze myself at my own stupidity ( Read more... )

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I am so I-don't-know-what that I can't even form the words to explain it. Just as well, there is no one to explain it to.