.:sighs::.

[feelforfear]

here goes nothing

Comments

[kelbel200]

I love you Jenni. I've always been here for you and whenever you need to talk to me, you know I've been here and never turned your back on you.

Just remember that and the fact that things will never go back to be what they were. We all have to grow up at some point, the prcoess isn't fun, but there is no other way around it. I'm praying for you hun, I care about you alot.

-kel

[feelforfear]

thanks kells..i know your there for me..and i love u for it...

and i know i have to grow up....but with this 152,015,545,454,895 pound weight on my head...its so hard to just jump up and pretend like everythings ok...im sick of pretending..i just want my life back...

[0velvet0rose0]

hmmm...well go back to it because i guess im not important enough. whatever.

i shouldnt even care.

[feelforfear]

i dont get what you mean..i didnt put i miss you on there because you never left..you and lindsay and a few others never left me...i love you guys

[0velvet0rose0]

you're confusing. well talk later.

[0velvet0rose0]

Jenni i miss you too...but im here now...lets make the best of it...Christopher

[chemicalburn187]

larky i love u and it will all get better soon
just think that how bad it is now
thats how much better it will be in the future
u just gotta wait it out
and im always here if u need me
E.S.F.L // W.H.B.W.T.L.J.C

[feelforfear]

thanks linds....i just dont know how much longer i can wait