so fucking lost.

[feelin_frosty]

ok...so...hmmm.i dunno what im supposed to say...i just feel incredibly empty right now...got some pretty upsetting news last night, and i just feel kinda crappy. all i did last night was cry, and talk to Squishy and lil...and vaguely mentioned it to others. i dunno what im supposed to feel...i used to be close to my grandad...but wen he got

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[forever_angel04]

*massive cuddles* hun, seriously, don't make yourself feel bad over what is a very very normal emotion. it's totally understandable to be scared and worried and feeling guilty, and wanting to see him. it's up to you if you want to see him at the end of the day, but whatever you do, nothing can ever take away the memories you already have, and whatever you've done or not done, it doesn't matter, because even if you had done something differently, it wouldn't stop you feeling like this now...

and as i said last night, that poem is amazing, and i'm always here whenever you need to talk because i do understand what you're going through right now. xxxxxxx

[lilbennett]

Hunny... i'm with Rosie on this one. I know how you feel, and in the end it's totally up to u what you choose to do. You shouldn't feel guilty about not seeing him - sometimes it's best to keep the good memories than have a lasting picture, if you know what i mean.

*huggle*

xxx

[fromthemars]

all i can say is go see him, if you really really want to and something does happen you'll regret it and feel bad. When my grandma died she died in hospital and I never went to see her and for me that was the best thing because i didn't want my last memories to be of my gran with tubes and stuff and no one thought any less of me for that *hugs* so yeah if you really want to see him do it but if you don't it doesn't make you a bad person at all neha.

[fromthemars]

ahh that first sentence is wording wrong sorry i meant

"if you want to see him, like really really want to do it because if not and something happens, you might end up regretting it ...