my starlet addiction

Dec 24, 2004 22:52

So me and Rachell have been "together" for almost four months now. Thats quite a surprise. Everybody told me I was stupid for getting with her again, because of what happened last time. Well things are definetly different than last time. I've never felt the way I do about her before. Its completely foreign to me. But I crave it. We are perfect. She ( Read more... )

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ummokyeah December 25 2004, 17:02:35 UTC
good eric
im glad
everyone told me the same thing about my ex but we got back together too its exactly 3 weeks today way longer than last time

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little do you know feeling_fake December 26 2004, 05:37:21 UTC
thank you Sara.
I hope shit works out for you this time, because I know how easily things can be ruined.

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___catastrophic December 25 2004, 23:50:28 UTC
i feel violently sick.
thank you.
and merry fucking christmas.

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___catastrophic December 25 2004, 23:54:42 UTC
ps dont tell me you love me anymore.
if i say it, don't reply.
because i don't need to believe in something that isnt really there.

honestly, you broke me.
i wont hold it against you.
i'm not mad. i even wish you and her well.
just know that nothing ever hurt me as deeply as these words.
good luck to you. i'll still look forward to your calls.
because i LOVE you, Eric Ryan Dix.
I honestly do. and it doesnt matter if that love is returned.
i didnt expect it to be real anyway.

fuck.

forget it; these words are just something you'll laugh at anyway.

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no subject feeling_fake December 26 2004, 05:35:52 UTC
Well since I broke you I guess you know how I felt. And it was real. It was very real. It could have been great. And I'm not laughing. Don't think I want to make you feel bad. This wasn't meant to hurt you. But I guess I couldn't expect it not too, if you really care...

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xcatchthetearsx December 26 2004, 02:41:13 UTC
we're not talking till i get my poem god damn it...yay for you and whats her pussy....I'm just kidding love, I'm so happy for you! xoxoxox

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feeling_fake December 26 2004, 05:36:12 UTC
You know you'll talk to me because you can't go without me....

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xcatchthetearsx December 26 2004, 15:46:33 UTC
you caught me....i'm so transparent

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