So I might be getting out on Wednesday. I completed the program two months early, and everyone wants me to go home. Especially me. What the fuck has become of all my friends. I leave for a few months and Everything changes, should've seen that one coming. Things are so bad right now. Well not really, but very really at the same time. Don't know ( Read more... )

I'm so busy counting down the days left I forgot all about "normal" life. I don't mind I don't mind have no mind don't mind me nevermind the mind I mined for any thought left. Leftovers. Bury your dead. Piled up in glory. Nothing is broken. Nothing is ok. Promise me this my friend. Promise you won't remind me anymore. I don't want to forget but ( Read more... )

Oh when the saints ( Read more... )

40 minute life changing rebirth submerged in sin Peeling and scraping my skin back from muscle Calmy searching for answers Chaotic under pressure regret I relapse into the normality of life no change because change is the anti-christ the american dreamer shot through the top of the mouth with his big toe curled around the trigger itchy feet ( Read more... )

My lack of knowledge frightens me. Can you describe to me, just why my stomach doesn't just devour itself? Just why my teeth don't fall out of my head and in to my hands. I love slow songs. I tried to call but you weren't around. Not a sound ( Read more... )

Another weekend spent well, well spent ( Read more... )

Madness. I have changed so much. None of you even know me anymore. I am holy. holey. Worn out. Like old jeans. Only a couple more months. Thank god. Thank no god. No desire. I can't believe myself. Neither can you. We are all lies. I miss everyone so much. Life is natural. My life is natural. I live in the house of sickness. My mind is slowly ( Read more... )

No It never happened like that. I'm just a figment of your feeble imagination. 4 more months...

yeah I'm fucking retarded, guilt trip down a flight of stairs

So I just got the word. I'm gong to Gateway for a minimum of six months. Maximum of four years. Bye everybody.

Collective Soul ( Read more... )