i like days that make me smile and say aw a million times in a row. i like them because the little things are what make me feel like breathing. I like breathing. and little things. a lot. i like birthdays that are more fun that you can ever remember having, even if you didn't even get a card from your parents. Birthdays that are fun simply for the ( Read more... )

pageant saturday! woowoo. i didn't get first place or anything, but i did win overall miss congeniality. basically to sum that up, the jugdges AND the girls in the pageant voted, and they liked my personality best of the girls in the program. irulez? something. but i got a pretty big trophy. that made me happy. apparently i can be bought by those ( Read more... )

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Dear mankind ( Read more... )

so i have these two longsleeve shirts on and it's 90 degrees out and i'm blaming the fact that i can't breathe on the heat. yea. the heat. because there's so many things and so many people lately that make my fingers shake and my heart worry. because there's so many heavy things that don't seem to be getting lighter and days are roller coasters ( Read more... )

thourougly excited? AFFIRMATIVE. happy feeling in my toes? OF COURSE ( Read more... )

somedays i want to say that i likelikeLOVE life and all the people that come with mine. somedays i want to say that being happy isn't about not having problems, it's about knowing that you're strong enough to deal with them. somedays, no, everyday, i feel like climbing on the roof and telling the world that i love the Lord for everything he has ( Read more... )

one five years ago today an amazing girl katelyn renae was born! hoorah! happy birthday, dear.

my words and thoughts have never made less sense together. syllables and sentences are so foreign and it's the best i can do to piece them together. i want you to know how i feel ( Read more... )

bleck. words never seem to be good enough to describe anything and i'm sure that there has to be something and someway to say how i'm feeling and i wish i could find it written out somewhere like a letter from the mailbox. i'm on edge and i'm shaking and i don't know why. i do know that i'm feeling sick ( Read more... )