so its been two years. and ive never noticed it. maybe its just not meant to be. but it seems so right. but when i think other wise i think naw that cant be true. what should i do.

one tree hill... i love this show ( Read more... )

just finished watching everwood...

and thought to myself.

when will my "Efrum" come around. i miss having that feeling inside me for that special someone. i just dont want that feeling to be for the wrong person. i want to find a guy who is so perfect for me its sickning. but hell thats just me.

well im sure as everyone knows last night was pretty crazy....

one of the most fun yet stupidest things i could have ever done, wont be happening for a long while. give about 5 months years.

anyway, life is going well, uh i got an essay to write. but i'll get it done. <3

so weirdly enough, life has been pretty good. these last two days have been hard but i havnt really had to worry about to much. this whole drama thing is stupid and i let it get to me. i talked to my mom about going out to yuma, and as we all say we want to get out of the house and i really do. but the lil girl in me isnt ready to leave her mommy ( Read more... )

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today was so beautiful :)

i got to see him.
and he made me smile.
its been a while.

how was your day?

EL CAJON - A 20-year-old man drowned Saturday in a swimming pool after he and his friends had been drinking, police said.

the whole story

wow. thats so sad. thats one reason why you dont drink and then go swimming. all the more for me to not drink or do drugs. ugh. anyway. today was an alright day i guess you could say. i've got 3 problems on my ( Read more... )

so theres this guy.
im sure we all know who it is.
i only talk about him 24/7.
but this guy doesnt even know im there.
does he even care.
i dont know if i want to be with him,
or just go through my junior year with no worries.
i have no clue what to do.

OMG ONE TREE HILL ENDED HORRIBBLY. i cried.