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Alright I’m not gunna get in the habit of never updating anymore so I’ll update tonight....
so Friday night was the football game, that was…well a football game..every1 was wasted and I wasn’t becuz I had water polo the next morning…and of course our football team lost…only by 6 points tho…I was very proud of them haha. It was fun I guess I pretty much hung out with marie the whole time cuz a lot of people weren’t there. plus marie is super cool! I hung out with Brett too, I miss that kid! and I freakin LOVE his friend Wyatt he is such a cutie and HILARIOUS. So yea me and marie walk over to tim jordan tony etc., and tony fucking walks away just cuz im there and i was like umm alright then he comes back and is like trying to get them to leave but jordan was like "hey dude it's alright ya know to talk to sara...why don't you say hi?" so he said hi but he was still being hella quiet i was just like alright whatever suit yourself. he apologized for being a dick tonight tho so I guess i'll give him another chance for me to get to know him. oh and I saw Shayne :-/ with his g/f. I hate seeing them together. It makes me super uncomfortable and sad. Half of me wants to push him to the ground and kick the shit out of him while the other half of me wants to hug him forever(cc rachel). I'm over him, He is just my friend, but I'll always love him and I just want him to acknowledge the fact that I exist and be friends with me. yea so after the game I went to the dance for literally 2 minutes just to say hi to dakotah..wow that dance was LAME there was what 20 people there?? I was gunna go to a party but I decided to go home and crash instead i was pretty tired. Saturday we played Campolinda and Miramonte and barely beat both of them. I am so so so frustrated with water polo right now. A girl who has been playing for two years is starting over me when I have been playing for about six. I know you can't play all the people that have been playing the longest and I don't want this to sound cocky but I know I am better than her. She is an OUTSTANDING swimmer but I know I am a better water polo player than her and just this whole situation I am in with water polo right now is the most frustrating thing ever. It's almost like I did something to make doug lose faith in me?? I dont know what's up...but anyways after our games kristen wards family came to our house and dakotah and the schelegles and we all went out to dinner at Sudwerks. I sat next to matt and we were just sitting there being mean to eachother the whole time and i was just thinking wow we are such assholes to eachother so we talked and I guess we are trying to rekindle our friendship.
My saturday night was probably one of my better nights in a long time. Me and my brother had a really nice talk about water polo and I feel a lot better about the whole situation. He invited me to go chill with him and his friends so we picked up Ian and went to his friend Lee's(HOT) house to chill w/ milan and marteen...Marteen showed me their studio it was pretty awesome. 'Teen took me back home and I told him how I feel about his music and we had a really long nice talk about his music career and what he's lookin for out of it and what hes gunna do in New york and stuff. Then me ian 'teen carolina and my brother went out to the field and did a bunch of improve songs looked at the stars and just told great stories and marteen played some songs. One of those moments where you just appreciate life and the people in your life all the much more, it was one of those moments where you are just lying there thinking to yourself this is what life is really about. I'm going to miss my brother sooo much when he goes back to college. I could never ask for a better one.
Sunday I went shopping with my mom brother and matt. i felt really bad for matt becuz it was more like him sitting down watching me shop. I'm sorry matt I really do feel bad about that!! Then sunday night I did ab exercises with my brother and went to bed...and today wasn't very exciting, just the regular goin to albertas and buyin jo jo's w/ nasho and krash! gotta love it.