i'm just tired--
Just gotta jot things down I s'pose. Man, oh man... I feel the need to raaaaaaaant sooooooo baaaaaaaaad.
Okay, so... Just reminiscing. See... Anytime I "go out" with a girl, I get dumped in a day. Why is this? I don't know. Granted, I've only been in two relationships with women. Hell, does it even count when it lasts but a day?! What was I trying to say... duuur... Ahem.
I'm actually attracted to men more. And I always figured I liked them cute Asian boys. I do. But lately? I've changed my mind. How to explain... Nick. Yeah. Damn it. I think I'm over my pretty boy phase (yet Jesy still makes me squee.)
Personally, I've always swooned over charismatic men. People who are necessarily drop-dead gorgeous, but they've this look to them that just turns me into a puddle. I think I'll just list traits I love.
- charismatic
- knows when to be funny and when to be serious
- can crack a good witty one-liner
- compassionate
- confident
Not much, eh? I'm just writing. Seriously. All of this is on impulse. BUT I DIGRESS!
I kind of want a girlfriend instead of a boyfriend. I don't know--I think women are sweeter, and I get more flustered around them (when I like them.) My last girlfriend? I took her to our formal and we danced and... Damn. She kissed me in the bathroom. Like, in the middle of a song, she just dragged me by the wrist and said: "Kiss me."
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As for why we broke up, uhhh... The spark just wasn't there anymore? She saw me as more of a friend. Bah. Whatever. There's plenty of fish in the sea.
So yeah, I'm just... lonely. Goodness. Love is so amazing~ I've been in love before. Things didn't work out, and we broke it off peacefully. God knows what he's up to.
Oh yeah. I'm in a good mood now. Busted out a fic and turned in my blasted science project. Now all I have to worry about is the SAT. Christ... Holy shit. It's in a week or so. I'm going to bomb it; totally. Life's a bitch. Grrsh...
So, um, yeah... This was completely pointless. Just wanted to write everything down somewhere.
Okay, so... Just reminiscing. See... Anytime I "go out" with a girl, I get dumped in a day. Why is this? I don't know. Granted, I've only been in two relationships with women. Hell, does it even count when it lasts but a day?! What was I trying to say... duuur... Ahem.
I'm actually attracted to men more. And I always figured I liked them cute Asian boys. I do. But lately? I've changed my mind. How to explain... Nick. Yeah. Damn it. I think I'm over my pretty boy phase (yet Jesy still makes me squee.)
Personally, I've always swooned over charismatic men. People who are necessarily drop-dead gorgeous, but they've this look to them that just turns me into a puddle. I think I'll just list traits I love.
- charismatic
- knows when to be funny and when to be serious
- can crack a good witty one-liner
- compassionate
- confident
Not much, eh? I'm just writing. Seriously. All of this is on impulse. BUT I DIGRESS!
I kind of want a girlfriend instead of a boyfriend. I don't know--I think women are sweeter, and I get more flustered around them (when I like them.) My last girlfriend? I took her to our formal and we danced and... Damn. She kissed me in the bathroom. Like, in the middle of a song, she just dragged me by the wrist and said: "Kiss me."
ikissedagirlandilikedit
As for why we broke up, uhhh... The spark just wasn't there anymore? She saw me as more of a friend. Bah. Whatever. There's plenty of fish in the sea.
So yeah, I'm just... lonely. Goodness. Love is so amazing~ I've been in love before. Things didn't work out, and we broke it off peacefully. God knows what he's up to.
Oh yeah. I'm in a good mood now. Busted out a fic and turned in my blasted science project. Now all I have to worry about is the SAT. Christ... Holy shit. It's in a week or so. I'm going to bomb it; totally. Life's a bitch. Grrsh...
So, um, yeah... This was completely pointless. Just wanted to write everything down somewhere.