on the outside

[feeterna]

Tonight was big mac's party. I think she had fun which is all that really matters. I had the realization today that Ihave nothing reallly to offer to anyone and that made me sad considering I am given so much by others and have nothing to return. My support or concern does not help anyone and I wish made a difference to someone. I try so hard

Comments

[skabomb]

big words hurt my head but u always have a place at my casa, it is not a dance party w/ out the coreographer!

[primad0nna9]

I feel comfy around u 2.

coche.......

[anonymous]

wow. i am saddened by this. im sorry that i cant provide comfort for you. i guess you never really know a person. :(
Someone who loves you- *CAR*

silly girl

[feeterna]

My friends provide safe haven for me time and time again...Like friday at the beach- you were my shelter and then whilst everyone got jiggy at brent's I felt so awkard I just wanted to crawl into a dark corner and disappear, but Luckily Ash, Greg, em and kimba were so nice to let me chill with them...You guys save me time and time again (espizecially you, butter nut)...
I am not comfortable with myself- not at all, not even around you or my mommy. The feeling that I am not worthy haunts me. I feel like I waste people's time and am suffocated by self doubt...And yet, as whacked out as I am you still love me...Maybe I found someone that is a little crazier than I am for lovin me...
in other news: SHining all around us they're not gonna get us ::instrumetal break for te robot:: starting right now let's make a promise...