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[fei_angeli_bei]

I hate this... no matter how hard I try, I can never do things right. I try so hard to make everyone happy, including myself, and I always end up hurting someone in the end

Comments

[bei_sarina]

*nods*

..I knew this would happen.

Im sorry I cant make you happy like the others, Fei.

[fei_angeli_bei]

No... it's not that you don't make me happy, Sarina... You really do, I just... It's just confusing. I know I could fall for you, easily. And that's what scares me the most.

[craignez_moi]

...you're right Fei.

[fei_angeli_bei]

I know...

[craignez_moi]

Do you? Or are you just pretending to..

[fei_angeli_bei]

No... I know.

[joulaim]

To know that you love me is the only loyalty I ask, my love. I feel so helpless to know you're in pain, and I don't know how to make it better.

You mean the world to me, and if there was anything I could do, you have but to ask and it is yours. I can feel how much you love me, and it is humbling.

I love you. Please...I'll do anything to make you smile....

[fei_angeli_bei]

I just wish everyone was happier... I don't like making people sad.

[joulaim]

Well...I don't feel sad, just incredibly selfish...

I don't deserve you, my love. I can not even give you the time and attention I wish I could lavish upon you. Not even a hundredth of it.

I will wait for your smile...your genuine smile. To be loved is an honor...I wish it were not such a burden to you. I wish it did not have to bring anyone pain. But this feels like fancy words from the one who has lost not a thing...small consolation, if any at all.

[julian_n_kaed]

I have a lot of things to say about that, but I don't think this is the appropriate place to do so.

K

[fei_angeli_bei]

Ok.... If you want to talk... just let me know, then.