wow being grounded sucks. i cant go anywhere and im bored out of my mind. i would say that these "four" walls seem to be getting smaller but i have more than four walls in my room. its actually like nine walls. and they seem to be closing in on me. i am sooo bored. bleh i get paid tomorrow so i will feel alittle better but its going to be a ( Read more... )

i feel used ( Read more... )

well today was ok. washed and waxed the passat because as of today its practically mine, till the lease is up. around 3ish we went to pick up my moms new car. she is driving a brand new infinity g35 4 door. its really bitchin. other than that so far my day is boring. im not allowed to have visitors anymore because my mom says it defeats the ( Read more... )

Sam and Nicole came over again!! YAY!! *does a dance* they are the best. Especially Nicole who's hot stuff...Sam is just decent...

Heres pictures from the FABULOUS extra SPECIAL night.


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tonight wasnt so bad i guess. sam came over and we chilled in my room till about 920 and we picked up nicole and went back to my house where they plucked my eyebrows. it wasnt so bad. everyone if my family came into my room to get their kicks. they didnt finish but it looks alittle better. after they left i jumped back on my comp and talked to ( Read more... )

i love music. since im an emotional person i find music is a way to deal with some my feelings. when i get in certain moods listening to music makes me feel soooo much better. a good song that relates how you feel can make anyone feel better or worse. for me it usually makes me feel alot better. being emotional is bad but it sucks sometimes. ( Read more... )

I am such a girl!!

im confused about many things. i think someone is keeping things from me as to not hurt me. i dont like i would rather be told the truth and hurt than not be told. but oh well. well tonight is going to be interesting to say the least but we shall see how it turns out.

much love
big bee

the first day of 2005 is over. its already been up and down for me. i hope everyone's first day was alittle better. i over think things and it kills me. but im better now and im feeling much better now that im not thinking about it. the power of changing the subject. and being the annoying little brother. =P