Merry freaking christmas.

Im curious as to why things always seem to suck around the holidays.

OMFG.......I'm so tired, yet everytime I go to lay down and go to sleep I just cant. I lay there and stare at the ceiling, and get crazy bored then just decide to get up anyways. I have also been feeling sick to my stomache alot lately. I'm getting kind of nervous. Im going to call my dr and try to get in to see him tomorrow hopefully. Cross your ( Read more... )

Hello everyone, I havent updated in a while but not much has been going on. I went into the city again this weekend and had fun.

I have been feeling very weak, tired and sick to my stomach lately. Im not quite sure what Is up with me but i guess ill figure it out.

not much else to say ill let you know after my dr appt tomorrow.

I am feeling tons better, I haven't updated in about a week and alot has happened. I met a guy. His name is Matt and hes In the airforce. He is a nice guy and we both want to take it slow.

I dont really have much to say, school is coming to an end and Im moving to the city
thats about it

I think that now that I'm feeling better I cant seem to go to sleep. I know that I have to start cooking soon and that does kinda suck, but soon I'll be back on my way to the city and for some reason that excites me to the point of not being able to sleep. so Instead I'm jamming out to music from my myspace and talking to Ben. And Im enjoying it. ( Read more... )

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Im trying not to regret my past, but its very hard. Im trying not to think about things and its starting to get to me.  Now I know to take things in life and relationships slow and easy. I have taken my heart and locked it in a safe and wrapped that safe in chicken wire.  I took the key and threw it away. I do hope that there is someone who wants ( Read more... )

Im tired of planning my life around someone who just ends up living.

So I have decided to place myself 1st. I know, I know I should have done this a long time ago but I didnt and Im paying for it now.  but you know what I will learn from my mistakes. I will take my life into my own hands and make it what I want it to be.  I hope to one day find ( Read more... )

well here i go again. My husband who is in africa has decided he no longer wants to be married to me. Mind you he hasnt been home in 8 months. I have a feeling hell come home and change his mind, but i dont know if i  should care. Im hurting