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I dont know what to say
There are moments I want to give up. I have wanted a love like this my whole life. I have been though two really bad relationships to ge to this love. But it hurts not having him here with me. Whats the point of being so in love with someone that you cant breathe if they arent here. I mean honestly. What the hell was god thinking when he paired my ( Read more... ) -
red white and blue by brian mcknight
Baby
Tomorrow I'ma hafta fight
Leaving at first light
And all I can think of is you
Baby
I can hear you tryin not to cry
I'm afraid and I ain't gonna lie
I gotta do what I've been trained to do
I'm a little tired, but I'm doin fine
I got my brothers back and
he's watching mine
Just keep praying that we'll
all make it through
I fight for what's right
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I miss him so much.
Sometimes I dont think I can hold on.Its days like today. Today would have been my 1st mothers day. And I just needed to hear his voice. But hes gone out on a mission. He called last night but I was in the bathroom being sick so I didnt answer. God I wish I had. I dont know when Ill talk to himagain, Or even if I ever will. That scares me so much.
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Writer's Block: So Sensitive
Im most sensitive about the military. My dad was in and now my unle and husband and i hate tohear people disrespect the military. -
Ok so this caught me off guard
I called my mom to see what they wanted for mothers day and to talk to my sister. Well I asked to talk to Megan and my mom says" I have to ask you a question" I said "ok" she says" did you take somethings from your grandmothers room?" "no" Then come to find out that they saw it 3 weeks ago and i havent been alone in that house fror over a month. ( Read more... ) -
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Im miss him so much. Sometimes its hard to breathe. I have this constant acheing in my chest. I just cant seem to shake it. He keeps telling me only a few more months till i see him gaian. but its just a teaser. after 18 vey short days hell go back to africa and ill be alone again. And now thats hes decide to only stay 10 years all i can do is hope ( Read more... ) -
ok so let me explain
I was having issues with my kidneys but it turns out im going be ok. I ll get kidney infections more but ill live.
I must say sorry for being a bitch. My husband is deployed and I dont have much patience for stupid shit. -
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Well it looks like im going live. so all those who were praying for my death sorry your stuck with me. I am going to be around for a very long time. -
"Tell me love what is your greatest wish"
So Im feeling a little better today. I guess its just something you take one day at a time. I miss him more and more every day. We are planning our trip in august and Im very excited. We are getting this city pass tickets and going all over. Im so exited I just cant wait.