and so it's time to change my ways... but I've loved these days.

[feistylilfucker]

so i've been thinking a lot about why i haven't been as happy as i should be lately. and yeah, part of it is my "worry-gland" kicking in, and being like, "blah blah blah, protect your heart, don't get hurt again, you've been too happy for a few weeks, get sad before things go bad and you get crushed." (yeah, my brain sucks.) but, thinking about it

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[scottyj]

i think i have the same problem you have with cleaning my room. it takes me almost 2 weeks to clean it. i've got clothes all over the bed and stuff. so when i go to sleep, i usually just sleep on top of them or go sleep on the couch. it seems like when i start to clean my room i find something that distracts me and i totally forget about cleaning.

[midnyte_angel]

I'll kick your ass... And you'll like it! Love you baby girl!

[auroracedderwin]

You know I've been kicking you in the ass the whole time, but I can only kick you so many times (like you said, don't abuse the privilage), so I let you find your own way... A lot of people I talked to actually didn't believe that you would ever want to get any further with your life, much less even believe that you would WRITE about it, but whatever... All I know is, I'm stickin' by ya!! <3 <3 <3 Btw, I know you're going to be with your dad for X-mas, but make sure I see you before that cause I have a X-mas present for you!! :0) Love ya... XOXO

[powerpuffgir13]

you know I've been supportive of you for the long term. of course I want you to get shit together...and yes, dealing with your immediate environment is a huge help. at least for me it is. I always end up cleaning before I do hw for the simple fact that a clear desk clears my mind. weird.
I know that if you really put your mind to it, you'll get out of your rut. if you really are no longer content with your situation, you definitely have the capability to change it. you're a smart girl. make something of yourself. don't slip back into the limbo you've been living-it's not always easy being a productive member of society, but you're gonna be just fine. just don't rely on others so much to kick your ass, you're a big girl and you can do it-no one else can do it for you. this is not to say you don't have support-but I am saying that you need to want to change badly enough to be able to do it yourself without a huge amount of reliance on others.
hopefully see you soon : )

[le_grrl]

1.clean your room first. PRONTO MISSY!!! *takes a whip out*

But really, if you clean your room itll give some sort of motivation, it always happens to me, and plus rearrange everything around, youll like it.