I can't decide if I'm feeling decent or if I'm not.
Why can't I tell the difference?

Can you feel the landslide outside? Can you feel the love inside?

"I don't know much about her but I'm kind of infatuated with this girl. Or maybe it's the idea of her that I've created. I found myself thinking about her tonight on a walk under some makeshift constellations struggling through the light pollution of Boston, fleeting thoughts coming and going like New England snowfalls. It's not a lusty, I-want-to- ( Read more... )

"No, Thank You ( Read more... )

I don't know if it's wrong of me to write about you in my LJ or not, but I'm going to. I need to. You are leaving in twenty eight days for the army. And my god, I can't imagine my life without you. Lately I've become attached to you in some way that I can't say for my other friends. Anything and everything I think and feel inside of my crazy mind ( Read more... )

its been ( Read more... )

I don't care what anyone thinks, it always was about you. And it always will be about you. There's probably something fundamentally wrong with me, but it doesn't matter. I can't get over you. I can't move on. I don't know how. And if I did know, I wouldn't want to. Sometimes I'm afraid that I don't know what's real and what's not real anymore. But ( Read more... )

One day ago you spoke to me ( Read more... )

Jaquey and I now have joint custody of the sweetest kitten in the world. His name is Everest. He's beautiful.

I'm so tired of crying ( Read more... )