O my god. Summer is almost over. College is starting soon. And i don't want to go... I'm so nervous. Its not like i make friends easily. what if no one likes me? what if i flunk out? im never going to see any of my friends; ill be at school, the gym, dance, and working 30 hours a week. its gonna be so hard to have a life once the fall starts. tab ( Read more... )

michael IMed me the other day, basically to make fun of me. and it later on led to the whole "omg babe i miss you so much, please gimme another chance, you know i was on drugs when i said that, please, please, you mean everything to me" ordeal. FUCK NO. FUCK NO. and... FUCK NO.
El fin.

Jimmy isn't going to NH, which absolutely positively sucks ass. I'm going to be so freakin' bored. I called him yesterday but once again he didn't pick up his phone. Oh, well ( Read more... )

so last night i slept over tab's. o man. she picked me up at like 815, and we went to the moose and we met some kids there for frappes or ice cream or whatever. my chocolate frappe was so dissapointing! lol. then after that we went to her house and we studied for a little bit, like only for about 15 to 20 minutes and then- we resorted to changing ( Read more... )

Were friends, buds till the end, hes my "brother from another mother". ♥ =/

Ah, tomorrow is drunk nightt!! Aha love it. Me and Tab... that can only mean one thing- Trouble with a capital T! =D

Jimmy is now out of a job; his company is closing and his uncle from Florida offered him a job THERE for his company- and he's actually considering it. If he moves to Florida I don't even know what I'll do. I can barely do this whole not-talking thing because of Kea, and he lives right around the corner. Nevermind a few states away. O man. Love ( Read more... )

the family is on vacation this weekend without me. sweet. ive had the house to myself, although ive spent most of it at kikis as usual lol. that family keeps me sanee! =D

life is... weird. there are times where im soo happy and energetic but then there are times where i even wake up sad and stay sad for days. and i dont know why. strange.

MY PARTY IS TONIGHT ! <3