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[felicitous]

I don't know what to do with myself.

Eric committed suicide on Saturday night.

I don't want to believe it but I have no choice.

Eric, I loved you so much... we all loved you... I wish I knew why, but there's just no way to know. I want him to come back....

Comments

[becky_kitty]

I know there aren't any words for times like this, but you have my love and my prayers.

[dreamofstars]

stay strong, jess... i'm so sorry for your loss.

[kissmisskate]

hey love. im sorry i haven't called you yet. i'm trying to avoid this whole wave of feelings until this week is over. it's all too much for me. i'm having a hard time believing it too, and i've just got to get through this weekend... my whole family is out here and my mom was hysterical cause they lost her luggage, and no one had slept yesterday, and there was so much tension. then i find out about this, among trying desperately to get through this last final, which seems so unimportant in the light of things. i just can't concentrate, and i'm sorry i haven't called, i'm just having trouble digesting it all.

i am thinking about you though, believe me. i will call, probably tonight. i know you have a million things going on as well that you're trying to get through. i'm just so angry with him, i can't stand it. i'm so angry.