Sometimes just when I am ready to give up on everyone, including myself, some small ray of hope is tossed my way and I stumble upon it just when I need it the most. It only makes me wish that this weren't my little secret, this deepness buried inside where nobody else can see. I want to be able to tell this feeling, to relay it and for everybody to ( Read more... )

Negativity has kind of been taking over my life lately... so I think I'll make a list of the wonderful things that have been happening to me lately, namely today ( Read more... )

Curiosity may have killed the cat ( Read more... )

So on Friday, my only free night for the next two weeks or so, me and Sam went to Harvard Square and I got my nose pierced. Yup, finally did it! I was excited beyond belief. It didn't really hurt that much, either. Afterwards, we went shopping for a while and then just walked around smoking cloves. I'd forgotten how much I love the city... I kind ( Read more... )

So this weekend was jammed so tight with ridiculously retarded band activities that I barely had time to realize that yes, I am an adult. Or, for that matter, exercise my adult-ness by buying cigarettes or going clubbing or registering to vote or anything of the sort ( Read more... )

Thoroughly enjoying my car and getting far less nervous using it. The more I drive, the more places I drive, the more excited I am to be doing it ( Read more... )

So this weekend was the first MBD con of the rest of my life. (Or just this year ( Read more... )

i could easily write the essay about him because he is unquestionably the one.... the person who has influenced me the most. he's made me a better person, made me push myself and helped me find my limits and been there to help me through the very worst of it. and yet at the same time i feel so disconnected from him, as though i'm just watching his ( Read more... )

colleges i'm applying to ( Read more... )

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