My friend mike and I are watching RENT. But, he lives in Cali, and >> I live here obviously. Lol. Guess what song we're listening to ( Read more... )

Mm yes. So, I haven't posted in a very long while so I thought I'd swing by and post. No I won't talk about my holiday, No I won't tell you HAPPY NEWYEARSZZZ, It'll jinx it. Kinda like seeing the bride before the wedding. This woman i met at dragonfly/seeking solace likes me alot, its a 51 year old, so not like that. She 'connected' with me so much ( Read more... )

I missed this feeling, the feeling of no control. The pills, now mixed with alcohol to intensify what i love. No hurt, no pain, we'll go dreaming.

I'm fkin freezing. My tiny hands are so cold ;o; ..I took a shower and it was all nice and warm ;o; I have to work 6-12 tomorrow. Shitsux. IM SO COLD FKJLEAWJKLEWAJ;L Ive also been sitting here eating sunflower seeds and reading love mangas. >> i also have a natural mohawk thing going. Fk yeah (h) ..<< (sunglasses man)..i bit my tongue. bawls. My ( Read more... )

Just got my hair cut. 00tz. I feel like they never cut it short enough lol. I cant wait until my mom gets home and i get to take a shower. >> i want savas. But yet, I could stand not eating. I havent been hungry all day but i eat anyway. Such an issue. I had something to post about, but, i forgot, and it was probably depressing anyway o_O ..Also, ( Read more... )

I want to date someone lol. Just saying. That terrible looking thing on my nose is gone btw >> << im excited about that. I'm really lonely and scattered. I already saw my therapist this week but i want to see her again already. I'm not sure i feel comfortable with her yet. But i havent been seeing her for a really long time so im thinking trust ( Read more... )

Patchy keeps looking at me all depressed. His eyes need to get smaller. I'm waiting for my mom to call me so she can get out of work, its kind of annoying, I sorta hate driving in the dark. Lul, Marco has his paw in his mouth. Going to Charlton stirred up some shit that I didn't feel like dealing with. Not to say that going was a hassle in the ( Read more... )

Fucking a. NWA is soooooo choice. For some reason i wish i drank more. Sometimes i like the thought of drinking when i come home at night. Jerica put a Sam Adams beer bottle near my dads urn, i don't like it. That represents something terrible he did, it wasn't his good quality and nothing good came from it.  His birthday was Nov. 3rd. I took it ( Read more... )

Watching Fruits Basket. Fkin love itttt. It is quite pouring out, and i have to go get my mom in like, an hour. Hopefully it wont still be pouring like a bitch out. I feel like doing something with my room. I'm going to go to walmart on friday and look for a table to put in the middle of my room. Maybe a rug or something. I just need a table of ( Read more... )

steph(y rara) says:
*shoulda seen the gauze i had on my nipple piercings
[Felicia] says:
*talk about padding lulz

Anyway. Got a new tattoo mutha truckas. I like it. Thats all.


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