My soul modification is soon...

I would be lying if I didn't say I was terrified.

Mrs Shana Valerio.

... ♥

Von, perhaps... we could get married soon?

I have a very silly, selfish reason for asking. Although I am feeling... better after what happened and maybe able to cope with a soul operation and wedding, I'm really mostly asking because I love you and want to be your wife.

And secondly very a very silly and selfish reason, because I would like ( Read more... )

I have had a lot of visitors lately. Well... two ( Read more... )

Shrikari is going forward for her Soul Modification tonight. She will probably be unconcious for a few days afterwards I'm told...

I hope she will be all right. Part of me thinks if hers goes well, mine will eventually happen and go well. But I am still a little scared for her.

You're my bandages.

Even if you're big and a little clumsy sometimes, whenever I'm broken, you fix me.

And you never break me.

♥

Although everything was going so well, out of nowhere something... bad came ( Read more... )

I think I see Sheridon more these days than I did when I were going through therapy.

... or dating.

I think I have finally stopped shaking from my meeting at the weekend. At the very least, my hair and fur seems a more normal volume now. The metting did go well, and the soul modification was approved, but it was still very frightening.

Even if I have stood there before, for other reasons, it's The Four you're standing in front of. As well as ( Read more... )

I have an appointment to talk to The Four soon. They want to interview me about the Soul Mod I am going to probably have.

I'm scared.