Batch #2. This is Wincest, people, so be warned.
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altyronsmaker Icon by
angstpuppy 100 words
Alive and Kissing
It’s kinda crazy, the way Dean always worries about him. Yeah, so maybe this time he’s kinda entitled. The whole blowing up thing, thinking his little brother was dead? Sam would have been pretty freaked out himself if it had been him on the other end.
Still, Sam’s alright - apart from a few scratches and feeling like he just went three rounds with a fucking rhino - so really, Dean can let go of him any second now. No need to paw him all over or gaze at him like that or… uhm, kiss him? Dude, that’s… wow.
Oh, ok.
"Жизнь и поцелуи" (Russian translation by
wayward_jr)
Беспокойство Дина о нем выходит за рамки нормального. Ладно, может в этот раз брат и прав. Все кругом взрывается, мысль о том, что он мертв... Если бы Сэм оказался на месте Дина, то тоже бы сошел с ума от ужаса.
Тем не менее, Сэм в порядке - ну не считая пары царапин и ощущения, что по нему пробежало стадо носорогов - и Дин уже может отпустить его. И нечего его ощупывать, или смотреть так, или... эээ, целовать? Чувак, ты... вау.
Хм, о'кей.
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crazyjoyfulgirl Icon by
lidi 100 words
The Closest Thing To Heaven
As wrong as it sounds, being kissed by Sam is the closest Dean comes to feeling the way he did in his mother’s arms. Sam’s big hand cradles the back of his head, fingers splayed over his cranium the same way Dean remembers her holding Sam as a baby. Sam smells like home and family where all the girls Dean’s ever kissed smelled like strangers, belonging to a world he doesn’t fit in. Sam’s big and warm and… above all safe. It’s the only times, since that night, that Dean feels as if he’s the one being taken care of.
"Почти как в Раю" (Russian translation by
wayward_jr)
Может это неправильно, но поцелуи брата дарят Дину почти такое же чувство как мамины объятья. Большая ладонь Сэма нежно придерживает его затылок, обхватывая пальцами точно так же, как Дин держал малыша Сэмми в свое время. Сэм пахнет домом и семьей. Девчонки Дина всегда пахли незнакомым миром, где ему не было места. Сэм большой, и теплый, и... самое главное, безопасный. В такие минуты, впервые с той ночи, Дин чувствует, что это о нем заботятся, а не наоборот.
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spangels_girl. Wincest/Jsquared. 200 words
Life On The Other Side
It shouldn’t affect him like this. Really. It’s not like it’s actually them even if the resemblance is striking.
These guys, they’re prettier, shinier, in a typical Hollywood kinda way. No scars blemishing their skin, no grief clouding their eyes. If they happen to look tired it’s because they stayed up late drinking or partying. Or fucking. Not because they were digging up corpses with goddamn snow drizzling down their necks or were tracking werewolves through pitch-dark woods with a fucking bullet in their leg. Their lives, these plastic, too-good-to-be-true lives, are as far from Sam and Dean’s every day reality as the truth is from “normal” people.
But when that Jared guy looks at Jensen with a smile that tells it all, cameras flashing all around them as they hug tight, Sam can’t help wishing that just for once Dean would look at him like that, when it’s bright and sunny and everyone can see. That Sam, like Jared, could shout it out to the whole fucking world how much Dean means to him without risking Dean clubbing him one or trying to exorcise his pathetic ass.
Then again, that Jared guy kinda looks like a pussy.
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angstpuppy. 100 words
Innocence Kept
When Dean kisses Sam for the first time he signs away his soul to the Devil.
Not literally, that doesn’t happen until years later, but for all it means he could have. For over a year he’s been watching Sam struggling, longing looks and nervous touches, all leading up to this moment. Dean can’t stop it, it’s bound to happen no matter what he does. So when Sam suddenly turns to him, insecurity replaced with determination, Dean leans over and kisses him first.
At least this way, when called to face the consequences, the burden of guilt lies with him.
"Сохранив невинность" (Russian translation by
wayward_jr)
Поцеловав Сэма в первый раз, Дин продает душу Дьяволу.
Не буквально, до этого еще несколько лет, но это мало меняет. Больше года он наблюдал за внутренней борьбой Сэма, страстными взглядами, робкими прикосновениями - все вело к этой минуте. Дин не в силах остановить происходящее, это судьба. Так что, когда Сэм внезапно разворачивается - неуверенность сменяется убежденностью, Дин наклоняется и целует его первым.
По крайней мере, когда придется столкнуться с последствиями, во всем виноват будет только он.
Three gen and one X5-494/Sam ficlet coming up.