Erica

Mar 06, 2004 01:35

Saturday, March 27- FREEZEPOP cd release show at the Middle East upstairs with commodore vic, persil (from amsterdam), and lifestyle. $9, 18+.

Erica was saying how she got busted in the military. She failed a urinalysis and after she gets her punishment she will be kicked out for good. I have no idea what the punishment would be. Not only that but her husband is in jail. In the email she says I have just made so many wrong choices since I've been in. I always been the one to get in trouble. hmmm, when I used to spend time with her, we NEVER got in trouble.
I thought I had it good but I guess I was wrong. Well I really don't want to live back in Maine, but I do miss it. I don't even know if I can stay married to Terrell or not. He's brought me nothing but problems. I've been brought down by so many people, I can't do it anymore. You guys back home and my family are the only ones who bring me up and keep me there.
I don't even know what to say. I really miss those times when we would hang out in high school- when we thought we were tough and we that knew everything. We would listen to music and draw in her room or hang out in the center of Ogunquit like the townies do. Spending time with Amanda and Erica...those were some of the most enjoyable, influential times during high school and I grew so much because of those two. Sometimes I wonder if Erica has changed into a completely different person now. It's scary how people can just grow apart, or how [geographical] distance can put such a fucking damper on communication. I hope she is okay. I feel like I am a shitty friend.
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