I hate being away right now. No, i love it here. just...im just well okay yes im very upset but angry and aggitated because e verything was for nothing. yeah, you probably dont get it but i just dont understand. I'm sitting here in the middle of the kitchen...i cant cry but tears stream down my face. I just don't like this. I'm debating the ( Read more... )

Super sonic atomonic...and it all goes down.  O

~oh la la la la la la yeah la la la la la la la la la oh praise him~he is holy~

aahhh i love David Crowder!

hey i just wrote that and gues what song just came on my launchcast radio!!!??? (oh praise him dcrowder!) i didnt kinda...missed worship this morning cuz of SOMEBODY stole my hat, so this is ( Read more... )

God is so good. He is GREAT.

And thats about all i have to say. However sometimes it seems its all i ever really want to say.

Was crazy. At times i was convinced i was geting anything out of it. that was a lie. Ok, First and formost, the group I usually hang with. yeah, we all know what im talking about. Things tend to get...out of hand. I realized the only reason i was with them was because i wanted to fit in somewhere. But seriously...why am i so low? I started ( Read more... )

Wow, i haven't updated in forever. Well lets see ( Read more... )

[If you read this, even if i don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened.]

 
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Well, I was reading my old entries, all of them, thank you very much and some of them made my head hurt...Wow, i was (and am) such a loser...how did you all put up with me?

Livejournal's becoming more of a sluggish commitment then a desire.  Kind of like reading the bible...thirsty one day but sluggish the next

I love Robs..! haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ( Read more... )

Youth group last night was fun...We had another bonding ceremony (haha) and rachel and matt and someone else kept spying on us...anger...specially cuz most of them were wrong..cept lori's...julie, yours was def. wrong cuz we all know who it really is.on a dif. note ( Read more... )

I feel....
Angry, hurt, used, and rejected. I feel lonely and have no one beside me. Nobody to lean on, no shoulder to cry on....theres a sadness inside that just won't go away. I feel....

deserted.