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______ &washed the spider out
&i guess it just figures that as soon as you stop fearing them they turn up dead on your walls. &i guess even more-so it figures that once they've stopped moving you're afraid to get too close again,
i'm afraid to touch him or her &disturb a final rest
who knows how long they've been there i wish i could just
take better notice of dead creatures in my room
if i were a spider i would not like to die crawling down a wall
from unknown causes on top of a girl's green day drawing
a girl that would cry if she ever saw me in her room when no one was home
a girl that once condoned the killing of me through suction of a vaccuum
it figures that as soon as she accepts me as harmless
i go &die on her walls &she's afraid to touch me again