Why do I always feel this way ( Read more... )

One word: Damien.

I don't know how fate decided to just suddenly hand me this wonderful creature, but I'm going to make the most of it.

New Year's Eve was awesome. Oh sweet sweet Damien lol.

I am a lucky, lucky girl.

What's happening to me?
In a way I feel like I'm becoming everything I used to despise--but I like myself more this way. I'm losing my soul, my heart, my principles...
Didn't really need them anyway.

I've fallen into the hands of consumerism--Alisha will kill me (meaning she'll give me that quizzical, disapproving look) once she finds out where I bought new jeans. Oh well lol ( Read more... )

The list (IM me for a translation if necessary):

DeMooieTechneut
AmeArgente
LeNoirDéchire
YinNoir
SaccharineYin
FemmeMortelle
CaféineNoire
CynicalYin
CouerFataliste

I'm getting worried; life has been good for a very long time now. Except for the best friend going to Brazil for a year and another very good friend having cancer that keeps spreading, but hey denial is great for coping. Anyway, life is good.

Let's hope it stays that way, because I'm enjoying it.

My world has suddenly taken a turn for the positive: I was able to contact Matt yesterday yay! I'm missed him and for those who know me, I'm interested in him as well. Hopefully our New Year's Eve plans will work out, but I'm still conflicted as to what I should tell Jeremy. Oh well I'll deal with that later.

Life is happier now. Yay.

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