hey guys, yea, i havent been able to update. alot of things have happened, i found out recently ive been backstabbed, prom sucked my non existent cock and ive been let down and stressed out so bad. ive realized who my real friends are, and it's sad to find out that someone that you thought you could trust is someone you completely can. claire fuck ( Read more... )

i'm missing you so much right now, and i can't understand why. i dont get why you had to tell me those things and leave me out in the cold... people do change, but ive never had a reason TO change... and you were my reason. now im left with nothing and months have gone by and im getting worse and worse. my direction is completely crooked and i have ( Read more... )

so im here at jens house. she is moving again, but just to a different house. and she just got rid of her dig and shes crying, awwww ( Read more... )

so my days have been weird. i think my love life is starting to take on a new perspective. its great you know. i dont feel lonely anymore and i am really starting to settle down when it comes to partying and what not. i dont have the urge to go out till 6 in morning and wake up at 3 in the evening anymore. a big influence would have to be work. oh ( Read more... )

my head and heart hurts.

any suggestions?

uhh im just blank at the moment. i have nothing to really say accept. how would you like to suck my balls?!

reply to that if you would like

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yea, so i didnt go to school today because i slept through my alarm. it sucked, i had alot of things to do today, and i couldnt do them. so now that sets me back a whole damn day. oh well, i did it to myself i suppose. but whatever ( Read more... )

as long as i have had my journal, i never knew that the frank the goat on the starting page, moved his leg when you put your mouse over it. wow talk about learning something new today. that is probably the only thing that i have learned this whole break ( Read more... )

so the new year came, and i decided to start off the new year with a new hair color. how funny, i really like it ( Read more... )

so yea, i had work today and its snowing, damn people can be so rude, i mean really, do they not even acknowledge the fact that we are there to take orders, but it is really cold outside. i mean really, dont keep us waiting for you just because you dont have your damn money out. nothing is made hard for the customers. whatever, i mean it is all ( Read more... )