Sorry, i was sort of wiggin over leavin a post on his lj, i figured that because i did he is not going to write on it any more. i blocked myself from being able to leave entries on his anymore. I dont want to get drunk and do anything stupid. well, i deleted it and all is well. I figure that if he truely hates me than i must deserve it, after all i ( Read more... )

DELETING ENTRIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I finally remembered to delete them, then when i tried, there isn't an option to delete. I AM FREAKING OUT!!!!JEN, I NEED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ANYWAY JACK AND I HAVE A DATE, I WILL TRY TO CALL YOU LATER JEN ( Read more... )

MY OTHER LJ ENTRY SUCKS, SOMEONE HELP ME TO REMEMBER TO DELETE IT TOMORROW, THANK YOU ( Read more... )

GET OVER IT! you know you miss me just as much as i miss you. Just get over it and call me. You know you want to. I can help you, even if it's just to listen to you while you talk. I was always there for you, I always listened even when i needed someone to listen to me. Just call me. I will not judge or upset you. I miss you and I think you might ( Read more... )

For the first time in forever damn near I gave in to the urge to see how an old aquantince of mine was doing. when I got to his lj I could not stop myself, with in three seconds i was laughing, he is so funny. he used to make me laugh alot, i miss that i just dont know what to say to him, or how to act around him, anyway he had this funny entry i ( Read more... )

Jon and I are on the fritz again, he had decided that I am the route of all evil, apparently after a meaningful discussion with Ace. So I very calmly ran the other way. If I am gonna burn, they will have to catch me first. I am just so fucked up. I have take something that was an accedent and turned it into a relationship. I have told him that it ( Read more... )

Even loose them, would you rip your own heart out and set it on fire, i have. would you take anothers life to see them smile, i would. Would you spill your own blood to hear them life, i did. But what if you lost them, would you fight to get them back. I was told if you love set it free, if it comes back, it was yours to begin with, I just can deal ( Read more... )

I look down into a darkness, the moon could not breach. Her energetic light dimmed in the depth of this well of emotions. Once apon atime I was not afraid to love, I acted on my emotions as the were drawn from me, as if being drawn from a well inside my soul. I man or woman would come into my life and draw a bucket full here, or a laddel full there ( Read more... )

If god created man in his own image than I am really starting to think that devil created woman ( Read more... )

Think of the person who has crushed your heart. picture them in your mind, think of all the mean and hateful things then did and said, or didn't do or say, now the person is dying, or hurt badly, what would you do ( Read more... )