As of lately i feel like im living in a soap opera...its been so hectic i haven't even had time to post lately. AAAAAAAAAAAAAh why can't life be simple, i feel like there has to be two of me to get everything done. Spring break was exactly what i needed, a week of no school no work, shit..my cell phone didnt even really work. Camping in idywilld ( Read more... )

i love that the more time i spend with jon the more i want to be around him.I think its great that we talk for a while almost every day and see each other four or five times a week. we never run out of things to talk about and learn about each other...we always discover new things about each other. I love that hes seen me at my worst and still ( Read more... )

This afternoon was so much fun. Today is John's 21st birthday..so we wanted to do something with just the two of us since his cousins are taking him out to some clubs and bars downtown tonight. We ended up going for lunch at the Edgewater Grill in seaport village(PS. Iliana do you remember going there for our junior year winter formal?). we sat ( Read more... )

AAAAh, this week is going to be and has been so crazy. First of all, i have two tests and a paper coming up..blaah massive work. Plus this week, i have my dad's birthday, John's 21st bday and my sister in laws birthday and somewhere in there i have to get into work for a while. gotta go run to class. yeahhhhh, a new lab i have to get done .. ( Read more... )

Man it has been forever since i last posted. I just havent had the time. In the last couple of weeks i have had papers galore, lab writeups, tests, readings, etc. etc. Its like the last two weeks have been all about school and work. the last couple of days have been nice though. Yesterday I got to chill with homeskillet april. much love to you!! ( Read more... )

I love it when I finish an essay. It is the biggest relief in the world for me. I am not a person who is very successful in English as many of you can probably tell from my journal. i tend to ramble go off on tangents, don't often have a clear concise point...and i rarely use correct punctuation. Get me in a labroom setting or give me some math ( Read more... )

ive noticed that when people try to do something nice or sweet for me, something bad happens that kinda spoils it. The last couple of weeks ive been talking with john about going dancing together..ive really been wanting to go lately. But i wasn't expecting that to be what we did on valentines day. i was a little worried when he told me he that our ( Read more... )

I am beginning to think im bipolar or something. i have the biggest mood swings lately. My mood changes from moment to moment. Some moments i am on top of the world and nothing bad can touch me..two seconds later, some event will bring me back to reality faster than you can imagine. the crash is that much harder. my goals keep me on track sometimes ( Read more... )

i hate tuesdays...there not mondays..so there isnt a lot of schoolwork to do for them but they aren't even the middle of the school week. so you know there is a lot more crap you're gonna have to do before the week is out. the weekend seems so far away. plus ive class at the suckiest time of day. my first class is at 2 pm and i dont get out till ( Read more... )

I put of work for school for two days and it feels like my whole goal to stay on track has gone down the drains. so much crap to do tonight..i shoudn't even be online. this definitely doesnt help get work done.