Everytime I start to stand up the ground shakes so badly why love or depend on people? everyone is so hard to trust my requests were simple respect me know me honest with me fragments...
All I know is that I was so pissed walking work... and I could feel so much rage... and I bird, don't know what kind, but I big bird fell from the sky and landed at my feet.
SO maybe in the past I have let the wrong people inside my head...but I try not to hold regret So maybe I hadn't moved on till now not fully always thinking the same thing will happen again SO maybe I am ready ...to except that that was him and this is not him he cannot hurt me anymore I love you eric.
If this is arthritis in my knees this sucks I am too young but the pain is very real. and so is the swelling and bruising what I a mess its so funny to watch me try and climb stairs