i don't feel well about much anymore and i come home for comfort. it's usually the last thing i can get here.

it's when i forget that my feet are suppoed to be on the ground that i realize that the floor is shaking ( Read more... )

( this year sucked )

i wish she didn't make me feel so bad, and i wish i didn't miss something that probably was never real ( Read more... )

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i'm really tired ( Read more... )

sometimes i don't know why i'm home, it feels as shitty as always.

and the ones who have always been there are still close by.

i just lose interest in 'friend' after 'friend' after i realize i don't care.

worst vacation ever.

home feels better this time than ever before.
only smiles.
and it was nice to talk to my dad.

i miss buddies(aka)

home tomorrow.
plans.
dates.
boy that i love.

my grandmothers in the hospital again.

ammon is stable and i guess it just scares me to hear about his condition, and i guess i am scared to see him and i just hope he will be as close to back to normal as possible. i don't know.