I'm trying to understand addiction. What does it mean to be addicted to something mind, body, and soul? Is that even possible? How can something, whether tangible or otherwise, control someone so absolutely that nothing else is visible ( Read more... )

I keep feeling like today is someone's birthday... If today is your birthday, I did remember and HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

I need to go shopping for birthday gifts. But it's so cold and yucky out. i just want to curl up in bed and read.

Lead me along your tightrope.
A blindfold covers my eyes.
Faithfully I'll follow
to where I thought you were taking me.
Though without your hand, in this place
I am lost.

You've never wanted this,
with certainty your knife gleams.
I never saw you cut the rope.
I never saw your look of relief.

For some reason today feels like the worst day of my life. This is ridiculous because I'm positive I've had worse days ( Read more... )

I'm going through one of those phases where LJ is annoying me. You long-time LJers know what I'm talking about, right? alright, I'm out for a while.

I'm sitting here with this feeling that my armpits smell really bad right now. but upon further investigation, to my astonishment, they actually smell good. that is all.

I've concluded that Oldies 97.5 is really a conspiracy of the Beach Boys. I honestly heard at least three of their songs an hour at work the other day. All I could do was wipe away the blood from my bleeding ears ( Read more... )

a cluster headache is one that centers around one or both eyes. Medically speaking, it is classified as easily becoming more painful than migraines, causes sensitivity to light and sound and nausea/vomiting. I get these usually once a week but never so intense as today. Sitting in writing class my left temple began pulsating a sharp pain that ( Read more... )

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a beard and very weird, my writing teacher has bestilled my heart. actually, he made it beat way too rapidly when it was my turn to talk. From mind, right down to his shoes, hottness was radiating ( Read more... )