today was the 2nd day of the day hospital and tomorrow is the trip to the movies but I cant go tho. I have a psych appointment at 11:30am, in manhattan with Dr. Hennessey..i was talking with another vet at the hospital that her last name reminds me of liquor..kinda funny when someone is in recovery to have a doctor with a name like that...the past ( Read more... )

its been a long time since i updated my journal...ive been threw the ringer dealing with my mothers situation..she is now in a nursing home with a prognosis of POOR. according to the doctors she has MS and encepalitis of the brain..after they put a shunt in her brain to drain all the fluid off her brain..this is when she started to deteriate. i ( Read more... )

god i am starving..all i had today was a sandwhich from the VA canteen...i ran out of money cause i lost my atm and credit card privously to going inside the banking center and withdrew 200 bucks..i spent that in a week and today was the last 7 bucks I had..im going tomorrow to have to take more money out so i can pay for all this shit i have to do ( Read more... )

im hanging out with E tonight getting high...im having a good time bonding talking about our shit...im high as a kite!! listening to Nelly Furtado...im downloading all kinda music to fill a 30gb ipod..ive been slipping off my plan not to get high so much but temptation is a motherfucker ( Read more... )

today I actually was productive..i cleaned the dishes and kitchen area. i even swept the filthy rug. I had to take my printer to the shop for repair..i ordered some chinese food..i feel so full..i ate wendy's for lunch. a hamburger and some chili...im proud of myself. i even started taking my medications..5 30mg of gabapentin, 2 abilify(45 mgs a ( Read more... )

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therapy is going good to say the least...ive been up all morning trying to clean the house...i keep getting sidetracked. charlie brang the vacuum over but the damn belt broke..he's supposed to fix it later so i can use it...god above knows how bad i need to vacuum this filthy rug.if i get motivated soon ill have the house cleaned in a jiffy.first ( Read more... )

its been awhile since ive updated LJ...Ive distanced myself for awhile because i was too bored to type all my life's doings when they arent too interesting to say the least ( Read more... )

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i thought I would do something charming and sweet. I ordered 1800-flowers for Crystal. i wrote something like "when you recieve this i hope it finds you well" i spent like 50 dollars on the flowers including tax. SO i GOT The delivery confirmation and someone CS might have signed for the package. so i dont know what happened. im sure the senders ( Read more... )