no one sees his cries for help
no one sees how he feels..

I
AM
LONELY
IT
IS
RIDICULOUS
IT
SEEMS
UNFAIR
THAT
OTHERS
HAVE
LOVERS
AND
I
HAVE
NO
ONE
NOT
EVEN
A
COMRADE

He's (n-1)
Domain: All real numbers
Range: (n-1)

Ha, the very epitome of lame.

Realizing, I was using myspace to serve as poetic expression(paradox, no?) I put all my blogs onto LJ in case anyone felt like reading them to dissect my feelings at the current moment.

The lights ( Read more... )

I am bored with my life and I have such thoughts..

Friday, December 08, 2006

For a few minutes that I never really enjoyed afterwards, I have thrown away a good chance to be happy and to obtain ultimate joy by her presence and conversation. How was one to know at the time? Why had no one warned him about the repercussions it could have?

I grow tired of reading books. It's not human closeness.

Friday, December 08, 2006

I feel the dire need to vomit at the emptiness and meaninglessness of my life. I exist and not much more. I take up space; people run into me. I suppose I need to branch out. No one makes such unrequited decisions so young.

Friday, December 08, 2006

When so many set their eyes on her heart,
What else should she feel but disgust?
Would you call them tragic heros if love leads them to their demise?

Sunday, December 03, 2006

As I grow older, the dreams of my youth are met with reality and they die. Along with the joy that I believe may have gone with it ( Read more... )