Spending time with Christian is weird. Because our lives are so different yet exactly the same. He wanted to take me to Neiman Marcus but I refused, what reason or location in my current life requires me to dress like that? And this isn't Pretty Woman, motherfucker ( Read more... )

What a craaaaaazy weekend! Friday I just stayed in, but last night and today have been ridiculous. I met up with this guy Christian that I had been talking to way back in like April. He sent me a text from out of nowhere so he came over for a bit then I went with him to run some "errands" (he delivers to his clients if you get what I mean) then we ( Read more... )

Newsflash: I am absolutely definitely 100000000% moving back to Philly in 2008. Not going back to school, but I miss living there and being around those people so much. I hate Northern Virginia and everything it stands for, every time something shitty happens I think of how much more I like Philly. So when my lease runs out here, I'm going to go on ( Read more... )

Its funny how life doesn't seem to care about what you want....until you stop trying to obtain the desired effect and let life get it for you. The situation with Grant wasn't going as well as I hoped it would; I didn't really get any vibes from him aside from when we were together. Then I met Jason. He is 23, pretty much doing what I'm doing: ( Read more... )

I finally got my new longboard! It is gorgeous and rides like a dream. Got it at a really good price because I have boobs and the salesperson at East Coast was a guy. Very cute I might add. I think he was a little surprised by my presence because my first few attempts to break the ice were met hesitantly. Then I guess the combination of having ( Read more... )

New email from zalud@tmail.com:

Did I tell you how awesome you are? Because youre awesome lol

*squeal*

God, what am I, 15?

So about how one of our servers is like a skinny, white Perez Hilton. Seriously, I love Christopher but he flames more than the Olympic torch. Its amazing haha

All we've done is kiss, though monday night's kiss was better than any kiss I've gotten in a while. But I'm still finding myself falling steadily and quickly in love with Grant. This kid is seriously better than any drug I've ever tried. That's what I've been looking for. With Erik, I didn't need a drug to have fun with him, but with Grant, my time ( Read more... )

I have finally found the person for whom my soul sings ( Read more... )

I can't believe I let myself get my hopes up again. How silly of me to think someone I have a lot in common with would want to hang out with me. Whatever, it's not like I liked him or anything...

(I'm hoping that by writing it, I can make it true so this doesn't suck so bad)