OK...I'm having trouble digesting some recent news...Count The Stars broke-up. Impossible. It can't be. I won't let it. I loved/love those guys...How could this happen? What the hell ( Read more... )

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I'm up rather early, well for me anyways. I was up around 9:45...Haven't done that in real long time. On today's agenda Francis has 2 Doctors' Appointments...and an MRI. I'm sure it's going to be a ton of fun. After inspections, Dad has damanded that we make a pit stop at BestBuy. So it's going to be interesting ( Read more... )

Last night I fell asleep, and I didn't wake up. I dont know if I died in my sleep. But at least I wasn't hurt. I didn't dream...I haven't in days...what are dreams good for? They're only manifestations of life...contourted through our own mind...and played across our movie screen eyelids. I don't have a dream at this point ( Read more... )

First of all I hate anonymous posters...I hate not knowing who thinks these things...but I want everyone with interest to read...so If you leave hints...it's win-win ( Read more... )

Here are the songs playing both in my stereo, and in my head...in no specific order ( Read more... )

Nothing has changed. I'm still sickened to the point of vomiting when I look at her. HOW THE FUCK COULD SHE DO THAT...HOW COULD YOU... I cant even put my head around it. I've never been so hurt in my life. Never. I've heard the first cut is the deepest...not true...My first wound never hurt like this. It's unforgivable. I can't focus on life...I ( Read more... )

The Title of this entree best describes my life. I was unprepared for such a life. My naivety will end up killing me, that is if my heart doesn't quit on me first, and why shouldn't it...all i do is get it broken over and over again. I know I have bad vision, but I never knew I was blind. With every passing day, I become more and more convinced ( Read more... )

Not to much to talk about today. I'm really bored. I'm hoping Jackie and Mike are on the next train home to BSC. They slept over at Syd's college last night, after the Coheed & Cambria show. I hope they had fun...but I'm bored, and I want them to come home. Now. I want to go do something today...I'm so sick of the same old Sunday replaying itself ( Read more... )

UNREAL. It's the only way to describe it. I have this unbeatable cough for starters...and yeah, you'd think claritin, nasal spray, vicks vapor rub, nyquil, robitussin,cough drops, vitamin C supplements, and an inhaler could take this on...nope. My glands are swollen. I cough all night. There are days where speaking isn't an option. It's unreal ( Read more... )